Comical
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: May 30, 2009
This commercial is by the way, the most anticipated and the most watched commercial here in the Philippines today. Here’s cha-cha aka bulilit!:P
Toxic
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: April 22, 2009
As a student nurse, I always say a little prayer right before I go on duty. And what do I pray about? Well, a little selfish I may say but yah I pray that our patients wouldn’t be so toxic. I pray that the shift will be as stress free as how we want it to be.
However, such prayers will definitely change. In my 3 days of duty for this week, every shift is effin toxic. IVFs here and there. Reinsertions here and there. NVSq2. VSq15. Name it, Medical main ward has it. At first I was definitely stressed for never has our grouped encountered such level of TOXICITY. And yeah, as expected, we were all cramming and nervous while trying to be the best that we can to our patients…
For this week, I realized that nursing is all about toxic stuff. The 8 hours that we impart to our patients should be very worthwhile. Of course we are tasked to do the usual stuff like checking of the VS and charting but like what my clinical instructor has said, “It doesn’t stop there”. And yeah, I can say now that I agree with what he said.
People nowadays seem to belittle this course. Nursing is undeniably in demand here and abroad but we must always remember that it shouldn’t be just the money that we should use as our motivation. Above all we must be concerned of our patients’ welfare. They are sick, and they need care. God has chosen us to be the instrument of His care and love. Let’s serve that purpose wholeheartedly. 
Today
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: April 4, 2009
This past week hasn’t been easy for me. Physically. Mentally. Socially. Everything!
Today however is the highlight. I woke up with the usual urge to do so. Realizing that I was already late for the long range planning of the Nursing Students Executive Committee, I hurried like hell. Btw, I woke up at 7 and my meeting is at 7:30. So yeah, everything was done with speed. Speed bathing. Speed eating. Speed brushing. Speed everything!!!
At the school, I was so surprised to find a lot of members of the club in the said planning. It was so unusual since most of the time only the officers and heads attend in such meetings.
Everything went smoothly. Kudos to this school year’s NSEC President, my very good friend Norman whom I call “babes” for no reason. XD he presided and was able to hold the meeting successfully.
So much for the boring stuff. The meeting isn’t the highlight of my week. The drama at KFC is.
So yeah, my friends and I went to the Mall to hang out. We did the usual window shopping and yeah, we all had fun. Being tired and hungry, we all decided to dine at our fave fastfood; KFC. They all ordered the chicken burger meals while I had my usual order, the infamous SNACKBOX! I can eat that everyday btw. 
So with the usual chat that we have, we finally reached the unlikely topic — RESECTIONING. If you don’t know what this is, resectioning is the process wherein the students of a certain year level are reshuffled into different sections. The sad part? The Clinical Instructors make sure that one gets to be in a section with people whom he/she hardly knows. And yeah. You guessed it! WE DON’T LIKE THAT IDEA!
First and foremost, this coming year would be our last year in college. So why would they make a fuss in doing the resectioning??? Can’t they just spare us the time to be together for this one last year? Second, the Clinical Instructors say that the rationale behind the resectioning is for us, the students, to get to know the others from other sections. I mean duh, we only have two semesters left! And yeah, we’re not interested! Third, what worries me is the fact that the yearly retrats and recollections are done per section. Now, since we are going to be reshuffled then retreats and recollections wouldn’t be that effective. I mean, those activities need opening up and sharing right? Now why would I do that if the people around me can hardly connect with what I’m saying? Lastly, it’s the bond. The bond that my section for two years has is so strong that we really disagree to the resectioning idea. Hedious! We just love each other so much. We’ve been through a lot, both academically and socially. We’ve shared a lot of memories. And yeah, we’re just this one great class!
So with all the talks about these, my friends and I cried. AT KFC. Haa. Silly I know. But yeah, we just can’t help it that tears just started running down our cheeks. People on the other tables stared at us and even the security too!
We’re just upset and sad.
Anonymous
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: March 22, 2009
While browsing through the net, I found this from an anonymous writer. Pretty cool.
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who see’s. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this…
I Know Right
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: March 6, 2009
It’s been like a few weeks since I became single again. And I love it by the way! Single is sexy for a number of reasons. Lemme share ‘em to you.
1. I don’t have to wake up at 4 am just to talk to him. Time gaps really suck!
2. I don’t have to waste money on my cellphone load just to send my greetings of good morning and stuff. It’s global recession! We all have to be thrifty now. Haha.
3. I won’t have to worry about getting online on Sundays. I’ll be out and about.
4. I get to have more time for the people who are dearest to me. My mom and the rest of the family.
5. Paranoia is so out of my vocabulary. So is jealousy!
6. I won’t have to send greeting cards again. The last time I did, I got it back! XD
7. I won’t have to write jumbled addresses anymore! Denmark’s address is indeed shorter than the Philippines but I can’t seem to spell ‘em right!
8. I don’t have to expect any text messages,letters, or offline messages anymore. It lightens up my baggage of expectations. Haaaa.
9. I get to hang out with my friends more often.
10. I absolutely won’t worry about having another heartache. For now at least.
To all single women out there, dumped or dumpee [ is there such term?XD], never feel like you’re unworthy. Instead, think about what a great woman your guy gave up. Maybe you’re too good for him. He doesn’t deserve you, and vice versa. So stand up, chin up, and walk tall. Be happy!Be beautiful. Cry for awhile but never mourn for an eternity. That’s what I learned from my latest failed relationship. Well yeah, it sucks right but sooner or later, you will soon know the reason behind why your love story didn’t get to have a happily ever after ending.
Stressed Out
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: March 5, 2009
At a glance, people may see me as a girl who’s jolly, friendly, talkative, and at the same time fierce and strong-willed. But here’s the truth folks, I can be very weak too. And right now , I guess I am at my weakest.
Things in my life didn’t turn out to be how I wanted them to be. A breakup. A half-brother. A martyr mother. Gee. Could there be anything worse than those?
With these events and persons in my life right now, sometimes I find it hard to find a reason to smile. It’s just so hard. Forgiveness is hard. Acceptance is even harder. And right now, I’ve got no one to lean on or nowhere to go where I can find myself at peace. Where I can be me. Where I can show my emotions. No one and nowhere but this blog.
Da#n. I suck at life. Or maybe life just sucks.
A Month After My Birthday
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: February 17, 2009
I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it’s what I’ve got to do
I think you’re mistaken,
I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You’re better off alone
And it’s clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I’ll admit, I’ll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it’s what I gotta do I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here and I think you should know
You’re better off alone
You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here and
I think you should know You’re better off alone
Alone alone alone alone alone Alone alone alone alone alone Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you’re better off alone
I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser, you’re better off alone
Artist: Marie Digby
13th and 4th
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: February 13, 2009
Love is definitely in the air even if it’s Friday the 13th!Haha. Well, seriously, today is filled with roses, and chocolates, and more roses; for some people that is….Hehe..
As I arrived in front of the university where I’m studying at, I happened to notice several vendors by the gate. There were lots of pink roses for sale. There were red, yellow, and white too! And yeah, it was then that I realized that it’s Valentine’s Day tomorrow..
What is Valentine’s day for you? Well, if you’d ask me, it is a day where nothing special happens. Haha. Yeah. Really. The fun part though is that me and my friends are gonna were our chosen outfits at school tomorrow. I’m actually planning to wear the one that I bought from a vintage store last week. It’s a plaid long sleeves with a ribbon in the middle. Cute, I think..Hehe..So yeah, tomorrow night is gonna be more fun coz my friends and I are gonna go out on dinner…:D ain’t that suuuuhhweeet!!:D We’re even planning to go on videoke afterwards..Hihi..
So yeah, whatever your plans for tomorrow are, I wish that they’d be successful and that we’ll all have an as$-kickin Valentine’s Day!!
Tata!:D
Broken Hearted Girl- Beyonce Knowles
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: January 29, 2009
This is one of Queen B’s songs from her albumI am Sasha Fierce..Really really nice!!!
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would’ve walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
Birthday Bash
Posted by: fudgeebarr on: January 18, 2009
Yesterday’s party was more than great!
I can’t thank my family and friends more than enough for making my day a birthday to remember.:)
First, thanks to my aunt [mama mila], cuz [tita yen], and uncle [papa nick] for being always there for me..And yeah, for preparing for the party last night..
To my friends..My closest friends!Thank you for going to the party and sleeping over later in the evening!xD Love you guys!
Of course to my Mom!And yeah, to Dad as well.I know you’ve sacrificed a lot for me. One day, all your efforts will pay off..Promise!
To Andreas, who called up last night after knowing that I was upset.Haha.Love you baby!!!!!:D
And above all, to God, for giving me another year.:D Thanks for everything…..
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