At a glance, people may see me as a girl who’s jolly, friendly, talkative, and at the same time fierce and strong-willed. But here’s the truth folks, I can be very weak too. And right now ,  I guess I am at my weakest.

Things in my life didn’t turn out to be how I wanted them to be. A breakup. A half-brother. A martyr mother. Gee. Could there be anything worse than those?

With these events and persons in my life right now, sometimes I find it hard to find a reason to smile. It’s just so hard. Forgiveness is hard. Acceptance is even harder. And right now, I’ve got no one to lean on or nowhere to go where I can find myself at peace. Where I can be me. Where I can show my emotions. No one and nowhere but this blog.

Da#n. I suck at life. Or maybe life just sucks.